Saturday, September 30, 2023
mom, i miss you so much. i never would have thought in a million years, that i would wake up that Thursday morning for school around 9am, and that would be the last time i ever got to see you. my life was forever changed from that point on. after i got your friend to come and help the cops were there within minutes. little did i know that was going to be the last time i would ever see your face again. i never got to say bye. sometimes i feel alone because none of your friends have gone through losing a parent, but you learn to live with it. you were such a big influence on my life. i don’t know what the future holds, but I will never forget you. you’re the real reason I kept playing softball. I’ll always miss you, and I’ll never forgot you. I wish you could see my play softball since you always dreamed of playing at ucla. you’re such an inspiration. i wish you could have seen me play basketball, dance, and start track. most of all I wish you could have seen me graduate lone star, high school, and college. I wish I could experience with you what all my friends get to. It sucks being the only person without a mother figure and having nobody to relate to. i probably wouldn’t be playing softball right now if it wasn’t for you, and your love for it. i know you’re in a better place. i love and miss you mom.
