Friday, October 16, 2020
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One of the awesome memories I had with my uncle is that he took me down to Oklahoma with him and yeah we had our ups and downs but I miss him to death so much I just want to cry because how much he did for me when he was alive I mean he went his whole heart out just to help somebody that needed help and you know it makes me sad because he's not going to be here for my birthday or my wedding or he's not going to be there when I get married but you know it's not as it goes by I wish he was alive so I can hear my house phone ring or my cell phone ring or anything but I do miss him very deeply down I mean he he is the best uncle ever you know and I can't imagine what my life is right now I am 22 years old almost 23 years old and I know it's very strange with me saying this but you know he would always be in my heart I mean I want him to be back alive so he can meet my fiance I wish he was alive so we can go places together like he he grew up in a very awesome town and he was always loved and I cherish the memories that I had with him but deep down it makes me sad because you know I see around these people with their uncles yeah yeah yeah but you know deep down I want to cry because I miss my uncle so much I mean I know he's not alive I just want to sit and cry because how much I miss him every single day not a day goes by which he was alive so I can tell him how much I love him and how much I miss him and I wish he was alive I mean when I heard the bad news when he passed away it made me had a dream that one night that he came back alive to hug me one last time I mean I wish I called him one last time to tell him how much I love him and how much I miss him but I knew exactly before I called I knew it was too late so made me very sad when I got the news that he passed away I mean I want him to be back alive I miss him so deeply down my heart I mean he always has a smile on his face when he was alive I mean I cannot imagine anything without him he's not going to be here when I get married and to me it's devastated and I just want to hug him one last time I mean the things we did together was so fun I mean he showed me where he lived he showed me that stores that he went to he he went out his way and he would have thought homeless people some food and stuff but deep down he's very loved and very very missed I just want to sit and cry because how much I'm in pain because I miss him so much I mean I can never imagine my life right now where I'm at I mean I want him to be back alive but I know that would never happen I mean look at me I'm 23 I can't live my life without my special uncle and I know deep down he's looking down I'm even saying what the heck are you doing but you know I can't even say in words how much I really want him to be back alive and when I heard that he helped people that made me inspired me to help other people in return I mean if he went somewhere I always went with him but the special memory I had with him is that I went to Oklahoma with him and he showed me where he worked and I'm very sad he is missed I want him to be back alive but it's too late
